it is all take and no give.

well..enough said.

2010-08-19T00:53:00.002+08:00

they say past is past, we need to move on to see the future..
but how can me move on when our past
is the only thing that we ever wanted in the future?

oi update la oi? 2010 da ni!!

2010-02-26T16:42:00.004+08:00

hahahaha..
aku mmg xsuke thn 2010 ni..
zaman kejatuhan aku... (bunyik nak cam best jek)
byk betul kesusahan y aku kene hadapi..
bentuk kesusahan tu byk bentuknya..
ade bujur, melintang melilau, melintah patah & bulat doraemon

tp nak buek cemano eh.. keno la eden ngadap jugok..
tahun paling menguji iman & kesabaran aku..
aku suke dengar kata2 hikmat berbunyik :

'Allah tu akan datangkan kita dengan dugaan2 besar dahulu.. dan siapa tahu kita akan didatangkan dgn kejayaan besar suatu hari kelak..'

so apo laie?
jom amin ramai2..
amin................ :D

p/s : esok g ukm serdang ade join tournament futsal Ipta/Ipts.. agak2 bleh smpai 2nd round ke x? zzZZ

Pasangan Bahagia

2009-09-06T00:50:00.003+08:00

Sila tekan link page di bawah :

Rahsia Suami Isteri

sesuaikan alasan mereka?

Mari membaca.

2009-09-02T22:43:00.011+08:00

hm..per nak buat ni ek?

ha..nak bace buku lah...!

hm...alip tendang wau...

hm........................zzzZZZzZ

entry ini dibuat ketika aku sedang membaca note2 utk kuiz esok pagi.

Nak jimat?

2009-08-27T17:06:00.008+08:00

" Nak Jimat?? Pergilah ke Carrefour ! "
ayat yang sering digunakan untuk iklan di TV pada bulan lepas..
tapi bulan ni dah x keluar dah iklan tu..

aku rasa aku tau kenapa..?

sebab hari ni aku pergi ke masjid kat area Kajang..
kebetulan time tu dah nak masuk waktu berbuka,
aku berbuka je lah kat masjid tu..
lagipun dah bertahun jagung aku x berbuka di masjid ni..

tup tup azan, aku berbuka dgn air teh susu, kurma & bubur lambuk..
semua tu mmg dah disediakan..
then g solat Maghrib..

X tau lak after solat tu
ada lagi juadah berbuka puasa kat balai tepi masjid tu..
nasi putih,ayam masak merah,sotong msk merah & sayur2an + ulam..
aku pun dgn selamba join la mereka2 makan bersama..
kalau x kenyang, pergi la buat turn utk 2nd round..
lauk pauk pun x terabih lg tuh..

so..kalau nak jimat, pergilah ke masjid, ok?
:D

Hari Jadi Mamat Bertopi

2009-08-26T00:49:00.011+08:00

time ni ade minachi tlg snapkan pic

ini makanan halal yg telah ditelan dan dikeluarkan kembali

aku sudah agak berisi bukan? ;p

time ni budak bertopi sudah kene prank...
aku pun xreti mcm mana nak cerita balik sbb
post ni aku lambat nak edit.. lupe sudah.
anyway, happy besday utk Ahmad Amerul b. Mohamad Zazuli..
semoga tuhan perkenankan apa jua permintaan kau..
harap2 ko ade la berdoa utk aku jugak kan?
manalah tau makbul sekali..(:

Happy Fasting

2009-08-26T00:25:00.009+08:00

It's been awhile I'm not into Blogging but after this I'll keep trying to use my Streamyx line wisely (to update this blog) other than spend it with playing Facebook or whatsoever.. you name it.

This is my 2nd Semester at UNITEN and I feel really comfortable with my study here (:
I'm staying outside now (outside UNITEN) and it's really help me a lot to improve my attitude to stay at Campus & studying while my schedule got a gap about 2,3 hours.

Agak nerd jugalah aku dis sem. Haha.

Still, It's not too late to wish u all Happy Fasting and Happy Breakfasting...

Do more good deeds & seek Allah's forgiveness while we're still breathing..

No need to ask WHY, rite? (:

Cubaan 1 2 3 go

2009-07-20T11:51:00.007+08:00

tiba-tiba datang mood utk mengubah blog
dari pkl9 pagi td aku duk cari template y sesuai
class aku today pukul 1tgh hari. rajin sgt mata ni bgn awal.

maybe aku kene ucapkan tenkiu buat rumate aku
coz nada alarm nset makhluk tu pagi td betul2 bwt aku tbgn
sekaligus menyirap. hahaha
nant aku letak la kt blog aku ni ringtone alarm berbunyi
NYAMUK PEMBAWA CHINGKUNYA-nya tu,
so korang bleh la download nanti.

argh.
sakit tingo den.

Homesick?

2009-07-13T18:14:00.009+08:00

aku mahu pulang ke JB next week. sudah kene homesick sebab budak kecik di atas. haha. i miss u too, mum.

Er.. mengapa?

2009-05-14T00:08:00.008+08:00

agak lame gak x update blog
aku agak busy kot?
agak la jugak..
setelkan pasal loan MARA
plus setelkan background program
yang akan UNITEN buat kat perak
maybe 28-31 May ni.

minggu lepas hari paling membengangkan
dalam hidup aku. malas aku nak story
coz sok luse aku terbaca balik
tak ke jadi bengang balik.

kepada ibu-ibu
tak terlambat lagi aku nak ucapkan
Selamat Hari Ibu (:

ape yang korang bagi kat ibu korang?
......
aku?

ade la 3 kuntum bunga ros merah berhias & kad kecil..
mungkinlah tidak seberapa..
tapi yang penting time aku bagi bunga tu kat mak aku
die tersenyum lebar agak2 nak sampai ke telinga jugaklah
haha.

aku nak beli kad besar tapi time tu dah sold out lak
apalah nasib?
then after aku nak bayar, aku baru perasan dompet aku
penuh dengan segala jenis habuk.
pun apalah nasib?

aku pun pergilah ke mesin berdekatan
kat dalam Jusco tu untuk tubik duit :

somehow..
mesin 1st : tgh di perbaiki
mesin 2nd : takde duit RM10 keping2
mesin 3rd : pun xde duit RM10 keping2
lagi, apalah nasib?

then terpaksalah aku berlari agak jauh
ke bank maybank seberang jalan
untuk mencucuk wang
zzzz.

p/s : mummy. i love u (;

petikan demi petikan

2009-04-24T19:58:00.007+08:00

gambar-gambar berikut diambil sehari sebelum aku balik ke JB.

siang hari aku pergi merayap

berjalan pun mcm orang mabuk dah

bangga la tu ronaldo aku amek gambar dengan dia

ini dari sudut depan pula

agaknya kalau aku jadi batman, selamat tak dunia ni?

bila malam menjelma, futsal la apa lagi.

ini gambar candid, so aku x sempat nak bg pose terbaik.

ni time pergi sarapan pagi keesokkan harinya

aku tersenyum. so, happy ending. (:

Ikut hati, mati

2009-04-24T03:22:00.014+08:00

ini ayat nasihat orang-orang tua :

"ikut nafsu, lesu."
"ikut hati, mati."

kalau aku dah buat pilihan,
maknanya aku ikut kata hati
kalau aku ikut hati,
maknanye akan mati?

sama ada mati mampos?
mati akal? or mati pucuk?
hahahaha.

apa-apa pun
aku yakin
inilah pilihan yang akan aku buat tidak lama lagi (:

sekian session merepek kali ini.

p/s : Hari ni aku pergi pasar untuk membeli Ubi. Somehow, aku kene gelak dengan nenek aku sebab apa yang aku bawa balik ke rumah itu adalah Keledek. Takpelah. Janji dua-dua pun sedap di makan kan, nek (:

uneasy.

2009-04-21T03:50:00.005+08:00

just now,
i feel ;

uneasy.
unpleasant.
bugged.
annoyed.
mad.

but why?
u should have known.

Ini cerita panjang

2009-04-18T00:12:00.034+08:00

Tetibe aku rasa aku mahu flashback kembali
apa yang telah aku lakukan
sewaktu kali pertama menyediakan resume
untuk mencari pekerjaan.

yelah
kerja key-in data yang sebelum ni tak de
suruh aku submit resume.
kerja pun tak sampai sebulan.

time cuti panjang after aku habis
pengajian diploma kt UTM Kuala Lumpur
aku lepak agak lama la kat rumah
sebulan, dua, tiga bulan
konon-konon jadi anak yg baik
tolong kemas rumah,
menanam segala jenis orkid di halaman rumah
(aku tulis benda yg baik je kan..haha)

time tu tgh musim malas mengawan aku.

jeng jeng jeng

then sampai la one day dimana otak aku
semakin matang memikirkan masa depan
untuk bekerja sementara menunggu untuk
menyambung ijazah di Uniten.

aku mula menyiapkan resume untuk mengapply
mencari kerja untuk 3 bulan sahaja
sbb aku akan mula kelas pada 1 Disember 08.

nak dipendekkan cerita,
aku ditawarkan utk diinterview untuk position-position berikut :

1. It Technician (Kilang dekat dgn Plaza Angsana)
2. Technical support (Telekom, kl)
3. Assistant enggineer (Waste Water company)
4. Technician computer (Kedai Komputer)
5. Line leader (Kilang kt area Senai)
6. yg lain aku tak ingat dah sebab tak pergi interbiunya

aku tahu aku nak kerja 3 bulan je..
so aku tak sampai la hati ni nak menipu
mereka-mereka yang menginterbiu aku
coz gila pe nak amek orang kerja technician
untuk kurang 3 bulan je..?

buat perabih duit company je
coz ada training periodnya beratusan harganya
walaupun untuk sehari. Kalau untuk 2 minggu, berapa dah?

kesian la mereka kalau dah berabis duit
untuk mentraining aku ni
then aku dengan secara tiba-tiba hilangkan diri
macam kene kejar dengan along.

tapi aku bukan nak cerita pasal kerja yang aku dapat..
aku cuma nak korang tahu dan sedar apakah benda yang patut
korang letak kat dalam resume & ape yang tak patut.

biodata diri & kelulusan tu semua aku tak yah bagitau pun
confirm2 korang da tau memang kena letak.

tapi ini adalah bab terpenting untuk resume :
iaitu meletakkan gambar korang yang paling smart.

dan waktu tu aku masih lagi jahil tentang kepentingan ini
aku pun meletakkan la gambar berikut untuk resume-resume aku..

Picture 1

Picture 2

dan berikut adalah komen dari encik-encik penginterbiu :

utk position it technician:
"Encik Anuar, ini picture untuk main myspace kan??
Manyak hensem."

utk position assistant enggineer :
"Hm..resume awak ok..yang concernkan saya tentang resume awak
ni adalah gambar yang awak letak ni. Awak ambil sendiri ke?"

utk position line leader :
"Anuar, could you please bring to me your latest photo later
in pasport size and you have to make sure that photo will be
snap at Kodak Shop and it taken by their photographer..ok?"

.........

apa, tak smart ke gambar-gambar tu??
wakaka.

so the next resume untuk aku hantar bagi position
technician computer, aku meletakkan picture tersebut...
dan aku jugak memberikan foto yang sama kepada orang
yang menjaga kaunter sewaktu sesi pendaftaran di Uniten...

Picture 3

dan berikut adalah komen dari penerimanya :

"Hm..Ini picture carik makan ke bro..?"

...............................................
bliss said aku tak dapat nak menutup mulut orang kecuali dengan tangan.

Bangun pagi lagi

2009-04-14T10:38:00.008+08:00

awal pagi lagi aku dah bangun
keluar pergi beli sarapan dengan
karipap sardin kegemaran aku.

then aku singgah kedai kejap
mahu membeli sayur sawi + keret (carrot)
newspaper dgn beberapa barang yang lain

kendian
aku pun mengatur langkah dgn konfiden
untuk mengambil brg-brg yang dikehendaki..

tatakala untuk mengambil barang yang terakhir
aku jadi terpinga-pinga
dan keadaan ini menyebabkan aku berulang alik
kejap ke depan kedai...
kejap ke peti ais kedai tu..

hampir 6,7 minit aku macam pak guard
yang sedang meronda-ronda di dlm kedai,
akak yang menjaga kaunter kedai tu
mula perasan & tengok aku semacam..
erk.

time tu punya la ramai pelanggan tgh nak bayar kat kaunter
dan aku tak mahu la tgk si kaunter girl tu
terus merenung jejaka tak tampan yang sedang bingung ni
lantas aku memintas barisan pembeli yg mahu membayar tu..
lalu aku bertanya :
"Akak, kat dalam peti ais tu, yang mana satu Sayur Sawi??"

haha.
endingnya lu org pikir la sendiri ok.

Tahukah engkau..

2009-04-12T19:29:00.007+08:00

Ibu,

Tahukah engkau yang aku
masih memerlukan sedikit masa
untuk melangkah ke alam kejayaan..

Tahukah engkau yang aku
terlalu berharap agar aku masih punyai masa untuk membalas
segala jasamu yang tak terbalas itu..

Tahukah engkau yang aku
ingin melihat engkau hidup senang di masa akan datang
dengan harapan bahawa semua kesenangan itu
hadirnya dari usaha anakmu ini..

Tahukah engkau yang aku
telah berjanji untuk mengotakan semua ini
suatu hari nanti kelak?

Segamat lagi

2009-04-10T08:22:00.006+08:00

tengah hari nanti aku kena balik kg
drive alone utk ambil nenek aku
bawa dia datang ke JB.

coz Monday next week
mak aku akan masuk wad
untuk pembedahan yang pertama.

somehow,
aku ada perasaan yg tak baik today.
why?

Ini bukan photo Erra Fazira

2009-04-10T07:08:00.010+08:00

life without worries..

2009-04-05T17:04:00.005+08:00

Hye everybody.. my name is Sara Yasmin.

I just turned 3 weeks old ;p

i like to sleep...

and after i took my meal
(milk) i'll go to sleep again

is it cool being me..? don't u think so?
live life without worries.

u know rite that i love u the most, mum?

2009-04-03T18:59:00.012+08:00

dah seminggu aku tgu berita ni
dan aku cuba berfikiran positif
berharap dan berdoa agar berita yg
aku dengar seminggu yg lalu,
adalah palsu belaka & tidak benar.

dan ptg ni jangkaan aku meleset..
aku x pernah rasa sedih mcm ni..

"Kanser tahap maju terutama tahap 4 biasanya tidak dapat dirawat dan tujuan rawatan bukan untuk memulihkan tetapi untuk menjaga mereka dan mengawal penyakit. Ini bermaksud mengawal penyakit selama boleh dan mengurangkan kesakitan dan masalah kesihatan lain yang berkait. Secara umum rawatannya untuk meningkatkan mutu hidup bagi masa yang tertinggal" - statement ni membuatkan hati aku hancur lebur.

aku cukup sedar Ya Allah..
aku xmampu nak mengubah apa2..
cuma aku berharap padaMu,
sembuhkanlah penyakit ibundaku..
walaupun dunia mengatakan ianya mustahil,
kuasaMu tetap dapat mengatasi segala-galanya..
aku telalu berharap Ya Allah..... Amin...

it's good to be back

2009-04-03T12:23:00.009+08:00

yup. it's good to be back (:

but it's already 2 days i've been in Johor.
since the 1st day i want to surf an internet but somehow
i have to wait for my sister because she is the one who hold
the modem. erk.

last night i enjoyed playing futsal with my former work's team.
then we played pes09 league together at my former boss house
and for the 1st time, i fell asleep at his house..zzz
too tired i think.

and this morning, i watering the plants around the house (:
it took around 40 minutes to be done..adoyai.
but it's ok. i do love green & planting.

i don't think this is an abnormal hobby to do, aite?
but from the outside & my attitude,
my friends might not think this can be my part-time hobby..
hahaha. what so ever lah, ejangs.

for 3 months until July, i'll be in honeymoon mode,
while books (especially advanced calculus's book) would be kept in safe.

ah..it feel so good when no need to take a look again for that thing.

but it's no good either to do nothing.
i'll keep searching for a job, next week maybe.
i can't stand to be in this empty room
watch myself dying thinking about the past.

oh it's already time.

i'd like to get some food into belly of mine 1st b4 go to the mosque today (:

zzz.

Deadstar Can't Blink

2009-03-11T03:55:00.008+08:00

if she is made for me, she will come to me someday (:

Ade gak la hasil..

2009-03-10T23:22:00.007+08:00

2 last weeks ago aku ade buat cover dvd utk kerja kumpulan aku
(utk subjek Bahasa Melayu Korporat).

Dan tak tersangka pulak kerja2 yg aku rase aku buat sambil lewa ni menang anugerah cover dvd terbaik malam ni (dari 16 kumpulan yang bertanding). hohoho.

Actually aku kutip idea dari cover dvd cerita Smallville kegemaran aku..
(skit je xbyk pun)

Hadiah? Dpt la air sparkling strawberi sebotol + 2 keping kupon mcD RM10. Ade gak la hasil kerja aku yg hanya mengambil mase 2 jam ni (:

Berikut adalah cover depan & belakang dvd yang macam hampeh je aku buat.

ini cover hadapan

ini cover belakang

Lepas gak utk aku makan 3 set lunch double cheese burger (:

Save Palestine!!!

2009-03-08T16:45:00.007+08:00

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku..
Bantulah Palestin memusnahkan ISRAEL & bala tenteranya
sebagaimana Engkau menghantarkan Burung-burung Abaabil
untuk memusnahkan tentera bergajah Abrahah..
Amin, Ya Rabbal Alamin...

happy birthday girl (:

2009-03-08T00:11:00.005+08:00

she is hanna.

we're just friend ok (:

this cake is for u..hehe.

epy besday to u.
hope u're always fine
doing good and stay cute as always (:

Perhaps

2009-03-05T04:57:00.005+08:00

time is passing by..
I hope I live my life with no regret.
yeah, it's true;
I like to take the good with the bad.
apologize when I should
and let go what I cannot change.
there's a lot of chances I can see from the top
and I'll keep open for myself from now on (:

cik nike 5 (:

2009-03-04T03:02:00.004+08:00

kasut futsalku y terbaru (:
hope cik nike 5 ni dpt bertahan lebih dr setahun
coz kasut2 futsal aku sblum2 ni ckup setahun je mesti akan kopak. adoyai.
cik nike 5 ni baru berusia 2 hari 2 malam ;p
baru la ade semangat skit aku nek men putsal pasni
coz dis month aku jarang sgt bsukan..
bz amat + kasut lame sudah rabak...
perut pon suda nek gendut
hahaha.

tagged last month by sheerna

2009-03-01T14:53:00.010+08:00

what have u been doing recently?
sit tight on my chair playing dota. hahaha

do you ever turn your cell phone off?
everybody does. ape punye question

what happened at 10am today?
i had a dream..but i can't recall it

when did you last cry?
just a drop of tear comes out 3 weeks ago
when i used a bunch of salt to recover my mouth ulser. ouch

believe in fate/destiny?
yes as a muslim (:

what do you want in your life now?
graduate from my uniten with a flying colours

do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
me? nope. but Rihanna does ;p

what's your favorite thing to do on the bed?
weird Q..haha. of course i'll answer : sleep (:

what bottoms are you wearing now?
my renoma boxer..heheh

what's the nicest things in your inbox?
my inbox is empty

do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
she does.

are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
no no no.

what was the last movie you caught?
Beranak di dalam kubur. Silly ghost movie but i did overjoyed it..haha

what are you proud of?
being my parents son

what was the oldest text message in your inbox said?
you have 1 missed call from blah blah blah......

what was the last song you sang out loud?
i sing a lot..hehe. maybe song named Kau Yang Bernama Seri by Handyblack

do you have any nicknames?
nua felix

what does the newest text say?
dream & truth collided.

what time did you go to bed last night?
6am++

are you currently happy?
perhaps

who gives you the best advise?
my parents (:

do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
x kot

who did you talk on the phone last night?
my best friend, izue (:

is something bugging you now?
everyday

who was the last person make you laugh?
a girl who're working at an old town cafe (:

p/s: rajin gak i wat tag u ni akhirnye.. hehehe :D

rajin aku wat tag kali ni..heheh

2009-03-01T14:27:00.002+08:00

tagged by nadhira temok ;p

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Tapi Bukan Aku - Kerispatih

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF
Batu dan Golek - Faizal Tahir

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Indah Lelapku - Izwan Pilus

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Drive - Incubus

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Tak Bisa Memilihmu - 6ixth Sense

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Everybody's Changing - Keane

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
You and Me - Lifehouse

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Buat Aku Tersenyum - Sheila on 7

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Warkah - Bau

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Be Yourself - Audioslave

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Sweet Child O' Mine - Guns N Roses

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Everything - Lifehouse

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Better in Time - Leona Lewis

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Dan Sebenarnya - Yuna

WHAT WILL/DID YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I Live My Life For You - Firehouse

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Pieces - Chuck Sum41

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Kucing Hitam - Bittersweet

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Burn Berlin Down - Bittersweet

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Ada Untukmu - Nubhan

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Disampingmu - The Divine Master

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Salam Rindu - Type-x

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Pagi Yang Gelap - Hujan

p/s ; xtao nak tag sape. heheh.

i'm still here (:

2009-03-01T12:57:00.005+08:00

new name, but still an old face blog..
i just recovered from a 'fractured' rib
got it from a last futsal tournament
maybe it's not 'fractured' but it's really hurt
i had to face 2 kind of pills
they're all tasty. (: (yucks..haha)

else
uniten's internet line sure is suck
even though the server randomly going down
but it doesn't mean anything when i can't download some file
dat are all important for me
sometimes i do got problem to upload things
ym also so slow just like an injured old hag turtle
what else? there's also have an unknown error when using javascript
it's not about be grateful for what they have provided
but i paid. we paid. all students paid.
please think out of the box.

being me isn't easy
there's a time
i feel like i've been using for something
people need me when they're in trouble
but they don't wanna know
that i'm also in terrible situation
perhaps in same situation as they're?
i know, i'm a good listener ;p
still, no one perfect.
i do need a listener too.

that's life is all about
i keep open for something that are good for me
but i wish i have to take the good with the bad
i don't wanna say sumtime life is unfair
our merciful god got his own reason y this & that happened.
and my life, i still enjoy to fulfill it (:

malas thp cipan. heheh

2009-01-24T19:41:00.002+08:00

aku ni makin malas nak update blog...heheh
act tlalu byk citer y leh ditaipkan..
juz berat tul aku nk login n type....
ade y tagging aku pon aku xwat2 lg..
nak kate bz, agak bz jugak la..
tp time xbz, aku tdo..aku hangout..
kua sane sini..nk bg tahap boring aku drop skit..
aku nak balik jb ari ni!!
malam pon malam laa...
aku rindu kat kucing aku..
heheheh..mak ngan ayahku juga (:
aku nak tdo puas2 kat bed queen size aku
ngadap laptop..
n nant aku update lg la pastu
insyaallah nnt aku wat tag korang..
walaupon ade y da xmgharap aku wat gak,
aku cuba wat gak nant..

p/s:

huhuhu..ni la gaye aku bsenam aerobik pagi td kat bangi walk..
kuikuikui~

this is for you...

2008-12-25T03:04:00.002+08:00

be happy..
and I'll be happy for u too..
there's still a lot of nice guy out there..
and I'm just not good enough to fill in..
not good enough.

reason for living..

2008-12-25T02:44:00.008+08:00

I'm rili happy to have u all in my life..
I appreciated every seconds of time that I spent with you..
thanks for makes me smile all day long..

hati ingin berbicara..

2008-12-19T02:19:00.004+08:00

aku bersyukur sebab aku berada di Uniten ni..
banyak perkara baru y aku belajar & akan dpt dr tempat ni
even dis time bukanlah 1st time aku merasa hidup di campus,
tapi aku dapat rasakan kelainan dia...
sgt2 berbeza. Insyaallah aku akan cuba y terbaik
utk diri aku & aku punya target tersendiri utk masa depan aku..

aku punya ramai kawan y baru & they're very nice to me (:
about girls?? hahaha. I still stay away from love things, lol.
there's a part of me that I'm still not sure..
I'd love too to have one but I still need someone that can impress me
even it takes time but it'll worth for sure
if she could do that, then the next chapter of me will begun (:
but for a mean time, it's still a bad dream for me, as far I can tell.
love is an unsure things for me. friends can be forever aite? (:

pilihan aku?

2008-12-06T22:32:00.009+08:00

.makanan.
- tidak masam & pahit
- cukup gula & garam
- tidak berlemak ttp biarlah lemak berkrim
- kuah tidak cair cam cecair air y berair
- cukup utk 2 set makanan bagi seorg remaja wanita
- bukanlah mee kuning y digoreng menjadi warna kuning jugak

.minuman.
- colour y membuka selera
- tidak manis. cukup2 rasa sudeh
- kopi y sepoi2 bayu pahitnya
- prefer air buah-buahan cawan besau
- mestilah air y boleh diminum utk terus hidup

.buku.
- reader's digest (baru nak start suka baca)
- novel? selama aku hidup, cuma 1 novel je y pnah aku habis baca (:
- komik? one piece, conan & sinchan. doraemon pon aku layan kan
- archie, betty & veronica digest magazine
- buku y boleh buat aku tergelak kurang sopan

.movie.
- prison break, smallville & heroes
- harry potter (so much!!)
- the lord of the rings
- 30 days of night
- the phone
- ade lg la.. xlarat nk type
- new movie? on next update k

.girl.
- matang (wajib) & likes to argue wif me ;p
- talkative than i..but not olways la
- much feminin..i love it.
- fashionable sumtimes..
- could choose the right clothes for me..
- sporty & sporting
- waktu susah bersama & kompem waktu senang akan bersama
- faham2 bile timing poket aku gawat
- randomise..

cuti 3 hari

2008-12-06T22:04:00.004+08:00

I'm home already..today is day dimane kad atm aku kene telan dek mesin..
sakit ati betul..got to wait until next tuesday lak dah baru leh wat kad baru..
so till dat time aku kopak la kejap........baru igt nak beli baju baru..gegege.
ari ni aku touch-up skit kete kancil aku..pasang door visor Mira ori..cun beb!
buang duit je keje aku ni gaknye..huhuh..

2 3 hari ni aku rase sunyi sgt2..even surrounding aku ade byk makhluk tuhan,
xkisah la yang paling seksi @ x, tp aku terase y aku kehilangan seseorang..
and dis year sorang demi sorang pergi hilangkan diri...
aku rase cam tersepit kat pintu automatik pusat membeli belah dah skang ni..
sensor pintu 2 rosak gaknye.. & aku xcukup ilmu lagi utk merepair beliau..

busy busy.

2008-11-30T00:47:00.002+08:00

Minggu lepas aku pergi ambil kursus laman web kat Temerloh, Pahang & Minggu ni lak aku dengan rasminya menjadi student UNITEN (University Tenaga Nasional); student Bachelor of Electrical & Electronic (EE). Di sebabkan terlalu bz, aku nak update picture2 lain hari la.. penat. chalow bete. (:

I wish I could..

2008-11-30T00:24:00.003+08:00

I wish I could answer you right now
there's certain questions that exists but cannot be answered
there's so much pain that I must carry over my shoulder
also the wounds that has a long journey to be recovered
however I'm still standing because I am a man
a man that couldn't let you slipped into my situation
This time I mean it
I do need you as my friend
and of course we will meet each other someday
but I can't promise you what would it gonna be..?
and If you can't take it no more, I got no reason to stop you..
If you go away, maybe I'll regret for it or later..
when it comes about feeling, I knew I'd lost it somewhere
hopefully there's a right time for me to find it back..

at last..

2008-11-05T20:35:00.004+08:00

lame da aku ngidam jam ni (:

mood - senyum kekambing (:

2008-10-31T02:28:00.005+08:00

aku dah jadi pemalas da nak menaip lately ni.. sebuk keje shift malam kot..penat beb. bulan depan aku masuk pagi balik..camni la keje technician.aku rasa keje aku ni just random je la..even gaji just ok, tp aku enjoy.. lagipun aku kerja kt situ just nak tambah pengalaman & just temporary... plus, aku appreciate a lot kat bos aku & adik dia yg telah byk bg tunjuk ajar kat aku ttg pekerjaan aku ni.. pada aku semuanya amat berguna... thanks bebeh (:

epy besday (:

2008-10-28T15:30:00.004+08:00

epy birthday utk budak comey di atas..
hope happy2 olways... (:
sehat2 selaluw..
tdo ckup selaluw..
xm jwp leklok nant (:

bile suda kenyang..

2008-10-26T17:31:00.005+08:00

long time ago..

2008-10-14T23:21:00.006+08:00

even though we're not meant to be together (& it's all because of u) but still I want to wish u Happy Birthday.. no hard feeling for u, liar.

Hari ini hari raya ! (:

2008-10-10T04:40:00.004+08:00

kalo korang perhatikan betul2 waktu picture2 ni di ambil,
korang mesti ade rase nak bertanya :
"diorang ni datang beraya ke, datang bersahur????"
heheheh.. ni lah tetamu raya y paling lewat pernah hadir kat umah aku
-> memember aku y ampes! hohoho. xkesa la. janji korang da dtg beraya (:

Tak Bisa Memiliki

2008-10-07T02:57:00.008+08:00

lagu y aku wajib lyn tiap2 hari.
by samsons (:

Tagged by Sabrina

2008-10-04T20:28:00.007+08:00

Rules: 1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

Starting time : 22.11

Name : Anuar Sha'ri
Sisters : Balkis, Wardah, Fatima
Brothers : Helmi
Shoe size : 7.5 @ 8
Height : 171cm
Where do you live : Skudai/Johor Bahru

Have you ever
Been on a plane : yes.
Swam in the ocean : yup.
Fallen asleep at school : sometimes (:
Fell off your chair : yeah. enjoy aper.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : long time ago.
Saved e-mails : yup.

What is your room like : classic
What's right beside you : my phone & laptop
What is the last thing you ate : soto nasi...yummy

Ever had
Chicken pox : never & please stay 'never'.
Sore throat : seldom.
Stitches : yup. I'm normal human.
Broken nose : close one.

Do you Believe in love at first sight : I experienced somehow.
Like picnics: relaxing is the best (:
You danced with : avril lavigne (:
Last made you smile : movie that i watched.
You last yelled at : don't remember.

Today did you
Talk to someone you like : family
Kissed anyone : none.
Get sick : just my heart.
Talk to an ex : nope. not interested.
Miss someone : maybe yes.

Who do you really hate:
-a dog who'd cased me before
-those who hate me
-anyone dat i hate

Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now : hm..yup.
Do you like your hand-writing : of course!
Are your toe nails painted : gile pe? NEVER!
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : just my bed.
What color shirt are you wearing now : dark green color.
Are you a friendly person : yes i am =)
Do you have any pets : just 6 cats (:
Do you sleep with the TV on : seldom..
What are you doing right now : answering this question & listening to music (:
Can you handle the truth : truth is out of here, chico.
Are you closer to your mother or father : my mother
Do you eat healthy : as long as I'm healthy, I'll take it as a Yes.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : agaknye la.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : just sit & listen to the music
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : both but its depends on situation
Are you confident : I'm trying.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
-skip school & went to CC -> playing counterstrike (:
-go to school at 8.45am on Monday -> sometimes la. xbest la assembly.
-berjalan kaki pergi-balik sekolah agama selama 7thn
-addicted with mirc32 & coding script.
-suke main guli (:

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
-buy houses and cars.
-have my own restaurant on each nation.
-travel around the world
-build some mosques.
-donate some of my money.

5 of my bad habits:
-like to keep people waiting.
-i eat chocolate too much
-sleep more than 6hours per day =p
-alwayz late to class
-impatient thdap benda y berulang.

5 places I am living in
-malaysia
-setapak
-johor bahru
-skudai
-kuala lumpur

5 people I tag
-sheerna
-nadyra
-syai
-sha
-maria

Baju raya, Rambut raya (:

2008-10-04T06:09:00.004+08:00

- best ke amek pic depan2 cermin?? aku bukan terpengaruh, cume cuba cubaan saja ni. hahaha :p

3 syawal

2008-10-03T17:39:00.002+08:00

aku nak buat post dari 1 Syawal tp disebabkan xde line tenet, aku pg la ke cc hari ni..
raya tahun ni cemane ek? aku rase same je ke'random'annye.. awal pagi 1 Syawal aku dah nak gerak g mesjid yg biasa aku pergi -> masjid sultan abu bakar ; tapi ade problem lak dengan kereta.. sampai2 je lepas stgh jam perjalan, pak imam da baca kutbah..
aiseh ! aku dtg jauh2 dpt denga kutbah je pepagi raya.. ilang da mood aku.
then jumpe member2. igt nak gerak di beraya umah memember after dat, tp mak aku call suh balik umah nak anta makanan kat umah org.. kereta byk tp kereta y aku pakai tu jela y ok. ++ bengang aku di pagi raya ni. xsempat la aku g braya kt umah mem pagi tuh..

nasib la da 3hari beraya ni, poket aku asik masuk dgn duit even aku xpg beraya..
ilang la skit moody2 aku ni.. (: ni skang aku lepak kt cc jap lpas penat survey kt kedai2 enset td.. keypad k810i aku da bwat hal.. sblum2 ni mmg aku xreti nak jage nset aku ni.. kejap2 terlempar.. kalo jatuh pon aku wat derk jer.. hehehe
sejak idop single ni, aku xbape amek port tentang nset aku ni. yelah. aku xde hati nak maen msg sgt.. penyakit aku ni lame da melarat..

hari ni aku beli headphone baru tuk nset.. (utk mengambil hati nset aku ni balik)
hehehe. aku lame da abaikan die. pas da tukar keyboard keypad ni, aku jage la ko ngan baik2 k. dgn itu aku pon xperlula berabih duit tuk merepair ko lg di lain waktu, kan? (: aku keje kurang lg 2 bulan je ni.. then aku nak smbung bwat degree.. actually aku ade mohon kt utm gak, tp aku rase kalau dpt pon bukan kos letrik, coz Dec intake ni xbyk course y die open.. so myb aku da ade la kt Uniten 24th Nov nant.. amek bachelor E&E.. aku kene la bwat revision balik psl letrik sbulan dua ni sbb byk da y aku udah lupe.. maklom la makin hari makin meningkat umur kita :p

raya ni perot aku sentiase bulat. hahaha. aku makan je slagi boley. nant nxt week la kot nak try bwat pose 6 (: aku igt nak letak picture baju raye aku, tp pendrive xbwk lak.. tu pun da menunjukkan sindrom matang semakin meningkat.. hehehehe
aku harap da masuk Uniten nanti, aku dpt la lupekan apa yang da berlalu utk beberapa bulan ni.. aku perlukan surrounding y baru. belajar selagi boleh kan (: sekian.

Ramadhan

2008-09-24T10:39:00.003+08:00

Just a few days to go..
and we're going to celebrate aidilfitri after that
hopefully I'll be forgiven by Allah
for all sins that I've done b4
and I'll be missing u, RAMADHAN ):

Sabar ?????

2008-09-18T21:41:00.007+08:00

tahap kesabaran aku da sampai limit...
aku cukup bengang dgn ape yg da tjadik kat aku tahun ni?
dari sikit xbaik makin jadi byk xbaik
nak buat baik, jadik perkara xbaik jugak
kejap je jumpe benda baik
yang benda xbaik jumpe aje selalu
&%^&%!!

mood - relaxed

2008-09-12T06:25:00.007+08:00

alhamdulillah.. problem aku suda setel.. (:
biase la..org muda kan penuh dgn prob..haha
boleh la aku joget2 cm menatang kt atas tu.. ;p
azam hari ni : nak smayang terawih full hari ni
insyaallah (:

history

2008-09-10T00:34:00.003+08:00

saya jujur dgn kamu..

tentang siapa diri saya yg sebenarnya..

dan inilah antara benda yg paling jujur

yang pernah saya ucapkan..

but why don't you trust me??

kerja

2008-09-04T03:32:00.004+08:00

1st day masuk kerja.
penat? biasa la tu at the beginning.. (:
lapar? isk3. puasa tu wajib utk saya tunaikan.
ngantok? ada tertido kat dlm kereta lak time ambil brg kt luar. hohoho.
keje apekah? full time temporary computer technician.
best ke? environment mmg agak best jugak but there's a lot of broken cpu & laptop dtg pd hari aku masuk kerja today. ramai tul makhlok yg pandai menjahanamkan pc nowadays. tahniah buat mereka.
susah? agak mencabar sbb benda ni kan technical things..
wages? lower skit dr gaji CEO jer..hehe

en.ajis(kuasa veto),abg apis(bos),abg amin(experienced tech.),kak gee(secretary),ayin(same pangkat) & budak2 praktikal : eby,ummi,intan,wani - orang2 sekeliling di tempat kerja ku (:

kenal vs tak kenal ?

2008-09-02T06:12:00.012+08:00

Bagi mereka yang sudah mengenali aku akan cukup faham yang aku ni..

-> suka berlengah-lengah untuk berbuat sesuatu (rilek xbertempat)
-> hati yang mudah tersentuh
-> tidak suka membuat sesuatu kerja terburu-buru
-> tidak suka menyibuk tentang hal org lain
-> tidak suka melakukan perkara yang tidak dirancang terlebih dahulu
-> jarang bergaul dengan sesuatu kelompok @ berpuak-puak
-> banyak waktunya suka menyendiri & tidak suka diganggu
-> suka melakukan kerja bersendirian
-> tidur lambat di waktu malam
-> susah untuk menepati masa & hanya menepati masa pd perkara yang terlalu penting
-> suka berterus-terang apabila tidak berpuas hati
-> suka bergurau secara sinis dan perlahan
-> suka bercakap beralas & berkias-kias
-> ada waktunya menjadi pendiam & peramah secara tiba2
-> tidak suka bercakap & tetapi apabila berckp, susah nak berhenti
-> suka berkawan & ketawa (:

Bagi mereka yang belum mengenali aku akan menganggap aku ni..

-> agak serius orgnya
-> pendiam
-> sombong?

ape2 je la..

p/s: pitcha di atas -> muke kekenyangan sewaktu bersahur td :p

Happy Fasting (:

2008-09-02T05:43:00.003+08:00

“Barangsiapa yang BERPUASA dengan PENUH IMAN dan BERAZAM BERSUNGGUH-SUNGGUH, Allah mengampunkan dosa-dosanya yang lalu dan barangsiapa yang BERSOLAT pada malam bulan Ramadhan dengan PENUH IMAN dan BERAZAM BERSUNGGUH-SUNGGUH, Allah mengampunkan dosa-dosanya yang lalu”
(Hadith Sahih: Riwayat Muslim, No: 760)

she fly higher..

2008-08-30T17:19:00.017+08:00

This morning is the day for my cute youngest sister, FatimatusZahra' to fly away to Edmonton,Alberta which is located in Canada. She go over there to seek her further studies in Engineering field (degree) at University Alberta. As a brother who'd the only youngest sister, for sure I'll get worry, plus she's only 19..

2,3 months before she's boarding, I'm keen to be a very good brother for her; try to give whatever she needs, whatever she wants, helped her in everything that I could possibly do..

And at airport today, I couldn't bear to cry, seeing her got away from the boarding level.. Before that I kissed her chick n forehead and I couldn't say a thing.. coz I know..I'll get crying sooner or later..sob sob. Hopefully she can adapt her new life over there soon and take a very good care... Your bro will always missing & praying for the best (:

such a lonely day..

2008-08-28T03:29:00.004+08:00

tekan PLAY utk melayan (:
tekan PAUSE untuk bolayan ):

Untukmu, CT...

2008-08-27T20:49:00.004+08:00

CT...
Pertama kali ku terlihat dirimu
Aku bagaikan lupa dunia
Aku alpa seketika
Aku jadi angau..

CT...
Apapun berlaku, aku sanggup lakukan
Apa saja keranamu
Biarkan aku berlapar dan dahaga
Keranamu ku sanggup lakukan apa saja..

CT...
Ketahuilah oleh mu bahawa aku pernah bertegang urat
Dengan sahabatku yang mempunyai niat untuk memiliki dirimu
Mereka kata aku tidak mampu memilikimu
Sakit matiku melihat mereka memegang badanmu
Sedangkan aku..
Aku hanya melihat sahaja.

CT...
Pernah sekali ku berjumpa bomoh untuk memikatmu
Tetapi apa yang aku dapat hanyalah hampa
Bomoh tu kata budak CT ni keras sikit, dia ada penjaganya
Aku kecewa..

CT...
Apabila ku kenang kembali, baru ku sedar bahawa..
Aku tidak mampu memilikimu
Aku sedar aku hanya pekerja kilang
Tetapi azamku tetap untuk memilikimu
Walaupun aku tunggu sehingga ke hari tua

CT...
Baru aku sedar bahawa penjagamu itu
Adalah salesman dan badan kerasmu adalah besi
CT... walaupun dunia kita berbeza
Percayalah, aku tetap akan meminangmu
Ooooohh.. Honda CT (:

mimpi ngeri may-ogos 2008

2008-08-26T03:46:00.009+08:00

Teruk ke x jerawat kat atas tu?? Tu belum tunjuk full pic lagi..kat dahi pun ada. Tengok la lame2 kalo nak ilang selera sbulan..bleh puase ngan senang ye x? hehehe
tapi alhamdulillah la skang ni da ilang da itu bijik2.. hidup xpernah ade jerawat..sekali klua => pergh..!
dlm tempoh ni aku blaja byk perkara & kenela byk bersabar..
hahahahaha.. so pengajaran disini : hidup jgn stress2 k. Tangani stress !!!

20.08.2008

2008-08-21T19:48:00.014+08:00

aku amat busy skang ni..hidup da kembali busy. bagus! penat & letey sgt2. tu lak y xbgus.. so ni la antara pitcha hari konvokesyen aku.. pitcha y lain byk kat mem2 yg aku xamek lg kt diorg & ade kt kdai photo belum nak dpt lg. pic ngan parents aku lak y xde kt sini.. akak aku dtg lambat ari tu.. mak, ayah aku da pg kat parking kereta nak pg bgambar studio sbb abg aku da tunggu sane.. so dpt bgamba ngan akak2,adik & sepupu aku jela. ni la once in our lifetime, hari y hepy buat aku (: tarikh time konvo tu da la 20082008. so smpai ke hari tue pon aku xkan lupe tarikh t'sebut.

p/s : aku masih MUDA la beb. muke aku ni baru baik pulih dr serangan jerawat (penyakit org muda) :p

muke xbleh blah..hehe. penat le.

aku diapit rapat oleh 2 org ustaz..songkok aku tertinggal kat kereta.. lupe nak bawak..da msuk dewan mmg xbleh kua da..

akak aku y sulung amek pic senget ni. sian bunge aku xnmpak full :p
aku rase aku la y makhluk tuhan y paling byk dpt bunge ari tu..hehehe (:

ni ha sepupu aku, Salihin..ke Salihem? Isk2..truk tul ingatan aku ni..
xpe2..still muda lg..leh perbaiki ag kelemahan ni.. ;p

kiri : Cha'oi, Kanan : Epul. Tengah : ko kan kenal?

bergambar ngan kluarga sepupu aku..pitcha full kluarga aku ade kt studio..

balik2 konvo abg aku terus belanja pizza hut. tu je la tmpat kitorang pg bile ade event2 ni..xkesa la..janji aku makan pree..ye x? hohohoho (:

Seven Questions for U

2008-08-17T02:30:00.005+08:00

1. Can you fall in love more than once in your lifetime?

Yes I think so though I don't think it will ever be the same or otherwise she wouldn't love me... If it would be boring? I think it can start out appearing not to be possible - but it's just always reached in a different way so you cant recognize it.

2. Can you experience true love more than once?

Hopefully, it lasts your whole life, but if not... then I think yes, but there are so many shades of love.

3. Can you fall in love with someone who isn't in love with you?

Definitely. Look around at the walking wounded. ):

4. Is there only one person who is 'meant to be'?

No, but I believe there are people in your life whom you fit with in unexplainable ways that make them "right". But, this is not limited to one person.

Ultimately though the one whom is "meant to be" is the one you end up choosing to be the one....you stop looking for others, so in your mind/heart, they probably become the one meant to be.

Of course, they kinda need to feel the same way!

5. Are you ever too young or too old to be in love?

Never to old or too young, thanks goodness!

6. Does true love really last forever?

For me it will last forever. Cherish it but don't let it eat you alive..

7. What defines "falling in love"?

When you don't quite remember where you end and the other person begins anymore. Also when I'm in love with a girl, I basically stop looking at other women - they are of no interest to me; but friend (girl) will always be my friend. I still the same one. (:

busy bees

2008-08-17T01:42:00.008+08:00

As expected, dis whole week I've been busy around wif convocation things. there's so much thing happened to think back then..also I've just started to find a permanent job & I'm try not to be so choosy. So sad that dec intake for UiTM SA do not offered the course that I wanna to take dis time..damn it. :p
I've juz attended the first interview for a technician job ever in my life. I think it's not too bad for my 1st time ever (:
but I got to attend the another one for a conformation..
also I hope there's another electrical job that are waiting for me..bcoz I'm not intended to work at a place that are too far away from my home sweet home. dis 20th August would be my happy day -> 41st UTM Convocation Ceremony.

p/s: dat pitcha was taken when I was in communication laboratory, playing with dipole antenna (:

Scorpio?

2008-08-10T19:17:00.014+08:00

Adakah ini tentang diri saya?
Maceh kpd Maria sebab tlg menyediakan sy hasil kajian Dr.Fadzilah Khamsah ini (:

Sign Zodiac : Scorpio (November)

- banyak idea dalam kepala (idea apetah?)

- sukar untuk dimengerti atau difahami sikapnya (betul kot)

- berfikiran terkehadapan (sape nak berfikiran mundur?)

- berfikiran unik dan bijak (dunno)

- penuh dengan idea-idea baru dan luar biasa (sipi-sipi :p)

- pemikiran yang tajam (cam pedang)

- daya firasat yang sangat halus dan tinggi (dunno)

- bagus untuk jadi doktor dan kerjaya yang hampir menyamai (betul ke?)

- cermat dan teliti (mungkin)

- dorongan seks yang agak tinggi (shh..)

- personaliti yang dinamik (dunno)

- sifat yang berahsia, pandai mencungkil dan mencari rahsia (i think so)

- banyak berfikir, kurang bercakap tetapi mesra (yup. dat's me!)

- berani, pemurah, setia dan banyak kesabaran (agree)

- terlalu degil dan keras hati (i think so)

- apabila hendak diusahakannya sampai berjaya (yup.mesti)

- tidak suka marah kecuali dikacau dan digugat (betul)

- mudah ambil berat tentang orang lain (hm..maybe)

- pandai muhasabah diri (dunno)

- cara berfikir lain daripada orang lain (hm..)

- otaknya sangat tajam (kalo tajam lame da bocor kepala sy :p)

- pandai mendorong diri sendiri (i think so)

- tidak hargai puji-pujian (depends)

- kuatan semangat dan daya juang yang sangat tinggi (hm..maybe)

- badan yang tough (ntah)

- kasih sayang dan disayangi sangat mendalam (shh..)

- romantik (ehem)

- yakin dengan hubungan kasih sayang (sometimes)

- suka duduk di rumah (argh! cam tau2 jer)

- sangat rajin berkemampuan yang tinggi (50:50)

- amanah, jujur dan setia dan pandai berahsia (smile..)

- tidak berapa berjaya dalam mengawal emosi (i'm not perfect)

- bercita-cita tinggi (agak betul)

sewaktu dahulu..

2008-08-09T22:04:00.008+08:00

aku ketika berumur kurang dari 2 tahun
zaman kecomelanku. yg belen2 tu adelah akak2,abangku & ibu tersayang (: carilah mane 1 aku??
ni pitcha time tadika..aku adelah selaku ketua kelas (:
aku berposing bersama dengan ibu angkatku, Mak Jah.
aku sayangkan dia (:
aku pon xtau ni besday aku ke besday mamat sbelah aku tu..
aku jugak xigt sape mamat tu??
pic ni diambil ketika aku berada di zoo negara Mesir..umur aku time ni 14thn kot? time tu aku ikot mak ayah aku yang ade kerja kene buat kat negara tersebut (:

sudut beremosi

2008-08-09T10:43:00.021+08:00

anda manusia?
ya. akulah manusia (soalan ape ni??)
punya hidung,mata sama seperti yang diceritakan
makhluk yang diciptakan-Nya dengan sebaik-baik kejadian..
tapi punya kelemahan tersendiri
hidupnya tidak dapat lari dari qada' & qadar
lumrah kehidupan..
orang kita ibaratkannya sama seperti roda
putarannya tidak menentu
kekadang ada waktunya naik
tiba masanya dia akan turun
setiap diri kita akan merasa turun naik ini
dan tahun ini rodaku sedang ligat berputar turun
dan untuk waktu darurat ini
aku tak cukup kudrat untuk mengayuhnya naik semula
aku nak merungut
aku nak marah
tapi pada siapa?
memang benar
setiap yang datang ada sebabnya
tapi kesabaran manusia sememangnya terbatas
pernah aku bertanyakan diri..
adakah aku yang mengambil jalan ini?
ataupun aku 'ter' melaluinya?
entahla labu..
hidup yang tergantung tidak bertali
amat tidak seronok.
setelah berlalu hari-hari yang tak terhitung
apa jua pilihan aku banyak yang salah dari yang betul
banyak perkara sedih dari perkara yang gembira
dan perkara gembira itu tidak selalunya datang
dan terlalu cepat pula ia berlalu pergi..

lagu untukmu

2008-08-08T19:06:00.007+08:00

sila tekan butang 'play' utk melayan (:
& sila tekan butang 'pause' utk bolayan :p

restless..

2008-08-05T12:25:00.002+08:00

dr ari sabtu aku nak update blog ni, baru skang line tenet ni laju..
sampai aku pon da lupe pe yg aku nak type sgt hari tu
hari ni aku penat teramat. smalam pon penat. kelmarin pon penat kot??
huhuhu..bdn suda sakit sbb dlm 2 3 hari ni aku asik drving lebey dr 8jam sehari..
nasib pinggang aku ni dibuat dr tulang y kuat dan berkalsium tgi
kalo x lame da bengkok bebentuk seat tmpat kete tu..hope aku dpt rilekkan diri ari ni dgn aman.

aku pening?

2008-07-28T13:00:00.007+08:00

Next month maybe aku jadik sgt bz sbb aku kene dtg konvokesyen diploma aku, plus kene dtg jugak ke konvokesyen adik aku kt putrajaya nant..
tp benda ni xde la memeningkan aku sgt walaupon aku ade gak terpikir malas nak g konvo atas sbb y xmunasabah @ xmunasarawak. konvo ni once in a life time kan..so aku rase aku kene la pergi..apela aku ni kan. hohoho.
Benda lain yg majornye mmbuatkan aku pening adelah satu benda yg datang secara mendadak ni..benda yang datang & cube aku terima. Walaupun benda tu dtg ikhlas tp aku xbape nak nampak kesungguhan benda tu dtg. So susah tuk aku terima.. Pelik je ayat2 aku ni kan.. Aku je paham xpela.. Kekadang tu ade rase happy tp memeningkan.. ayo.tatawu.

Sahabat..

2008-07-22T09:42:00.004+08:00

Sahabat...mengapa kau pergi
Tinggal aku sendiri
Kau tahu ku tak sanggup

Sahabat...ingat lah kau slalu
Jadi yang terbaik
Walau kau tak disini lagi

Sahabat...aku rindu padamu
Datang walau sesaat
Ku ingin kan kau hadir

Aku disini dan menunggu
Diam tanpa dirimu
Kau tahu ku tak bisa
Beranjak terbang dan melayang
tanpa diri mu ku tak bisa dan kembalilah

Lagu : Sahabat by Aizat AF5

p/s: aku mmg suke lagu2 slow camnih..layan woo..lagu ni buatkan aku ingat kat zaman skool aku..mari nyanyi same2~ (:

How to attract -> Men

2008-07-19T15:50:00.005+08:00

What kind of men you want to attract? It might seem easy but you should have that in mind when trying to find a men to spend time with.
To attract men : You need to know what kind of man you want to attract and then dress in a way you are most likely to attract that kind of person. And You should also go to locations where you are likely to meet that kind of man. By the way, You should all do Your best to be good people and once You are a good person You will find a good man if that's what you want.
Or you can learn to love a new man for whoever he is (as long as you're both happy).
When looking for someone or waiting for someone to approach you (you can approach men too), you should know where to go.
Compatibility is essential so you'll need to go to a place where the type of men you're looking for hang out. Example: If you're looking for a muscular man go to a gym. Looking for a intelligent man go to a book store or other places where you can find someone who is interested in the same things you like doing.

Attracting sane men
In this section I will go into the ways you attract good men because good men are safer to be around even though most woman are usually subconsciously attracted to bad boys. It's natural to be attracted to bad boys but it's not really the safest relationship to be in. To start off, don't wear to much make-up because it makes you look fake or misleading. Too much make-up may give you a clown appearance plus its not healthy for your skin and bad health is not attractive. Being natural is the healthiest thing to do and good health is attractive. Wearing make-up will eventually make you feel unattractive when you don't have it on (in the same way that some people don't feel lucky when they are not carrying their lucky charm). Make-up is only a decoration not a necessity. Anyway, You should be honest with men because lying usually leads to anger and inner frustrations which can erupt later in the relationship. Don't set relationship on lies since that will only make lies a part of the relationship and that's never good. Honesty is essential when it comes to setting a trust level between 2 people.

About white lies - At times "white" lies are okay but only when used as self-defense or protection from possible violence or psychos. When a lie is told in self-defense it is not a lie it's self-defense. Real lies are always wrong but self defense 'lies' are not lies.

About "Good Looks"
Most good men understand that looks are not important when it comes to relationships but most men consider "good looks" important since they don't know any better or because they want to show someone off, they want to feel special or just to have a social advantage. On the other hand, men who want to be with someone "just for looks" are likely to treat women like trophies or property. Looks do matter to a certain degree (you can tell if someone is healthy or how they want to come across with what they wear and the truth is ... people who Look better are likely to make more money). But if you care about someone, looks really aren't that important. remember, when superficiality reaches the point that everything comes after "Looks" there is serious mental problems or obsession. Just because someone doesn't look like someone on American TV or movies doesn't mean that they are not human and avoiding people who aren't really cute is just non sense because they can be truly loving and make you happy in a way that no one else can (no matter how they look). By the way, many different cultures, countries and societies have different opinions as to what is beautiful or attractive. Its all about society sometimes.

Remember,
Don't focus on physical appearance, you can meet a wonderful new friend or loved one who doesn't look like most people on TV and don't go by what others think. You can find true happiness with anyone if you really try. bragging to friends isn't as fulfilling as being in true love.

How to show attraction
As for making others feel that you're attracted to them, Its always a good idea to be affectionate but not obsessive. Affection is always a good thing unless it turns into possessiveness. Being overly affectionate can be intimidating if you've just met someone of course. Gentle flirting is also a good way to attract a decent man. Try to tell men what you want but be careful not to divulge too much information to a potential manipulator or someone who may only want to use you and use the information you tell them to "get to you". Oh, this is important...feel free to approach men if you want to increase your odds of finding a nice man. Most aggressive perverts have the art of approaching women and manipulating them figured out. Sometimes its nice and different to be approached by some sweet lady who isn't too aggressive. Sure, men will be men but they don't Always have to chase women. Its just not civilized now in days. Well, life can be interesting when people do something a little different and surprising.

(source:worldwide)

bangun pagi gosok gigi

2008-07-17T09:01:00.006+08:00

Aku bangun lagi pagi ni.. walaupun tido cam tido ayam kampung je pukul 4pagi td.. Pastu bangun kul 645 pagi.. Ajaib bin peliknye mate aku rilek lagi..xngantok. Maybe sbab aku asik duk tergelak sensorang dengar celoteh si fafau ngan faizal hotfm ni pepagi.. Aku suke dengar tang panggilan hangit tuh..huhuhu.. Boring2 pagi gini la.. kalo xdengar radio, aku g men chess online..Nak jogging skang bukan musim tuk aku tuh. Kang bile da ngantok, aku tdo la blik.. Aku men putsal cam bese malam td tapi kat tempat baru bukak.. Aku pon ikot je member2 aku..xtaupun ape name tempat tu. Harge yang dijanjikan RM70 sblum ni.. Sekali dah datang jauh2 leh jadik RM90.. Court je baru tp bola cam hampeh. Abeh member2 ngan aku skali mnyumpah2.. huhuh. Maybe tu la kali pertama & kali terakhir kitorang pg kt tmpat putsal tu. Buang duit minyak aku jer.. Walaupun pada hakikatnye aku parking kete kat umah member aku & tumpang kete viva die..hehehe. Yelah, xkan la aku nak bawak kete cc 1.6 jalan jauh.. Tokey balak pon bleh pokai nanti weh. Balik putsal kitorang pegi layan karaoke dalam keadaan masam2 tuh.. kekeke. Aku malas nak nyanyi sbb aku lapar dat time, order nasik grg daging merah & bile perot sudah berat, elok duk diam jela nengok org nyanyi.. Tp aku xpasti yang lagu2 yang aku dnga pkul 2pg tu dinyanyikan oleh orang @pun kucing sakit kerongkongnya.. hehehe. Ade sorang mak nyah ni menyanyi lagu ziana zain pulak... Naik bulu roma aku bila die ulang korus................. pergh. Aku blah pastu, terus singgah cc sbb nak tolong scankan surat adik aku untuk pergi oversea awal bulan Sept.. Tp xde satu cc pon kat Tmn. U ni ade scanner service..cc stakat men game je blambak. Kang kene keluar lagi nak carik kedai scanner..malas betul aku.. Aku nak tidur.. zzZZZzz

precious heart

2008-07-16T20:38:00.009+08:00

Family 1st (: Keluargaku yang berselang seli kaler kulitnya.. ibuku cerah -> ayahku kurang cerah -> abgku cerah -> akakku kurang cerah -> akakku cerah -> time aku plak gelap..hehehe (maybe sebab aku klua dari perut mak aku pkul 3.04am, waktu pagi tuh!) -> adikku cerah.. Picture ni merupakan turutan adik beradik aku.. Abang,akak,akak,aku yang baik dan adik aku.. Picture satu keluarga blum nak ade lagi sbb masing-masing suke bergambar ikut suke sendri.. ngeh ngeh ngeh.. Those are my very precious heart (: Dunno how to live if they're not beside me.. Dan pendatang baru dalam keluarga aku ade kat picture bawah ni.. Baru berumur 2bulan.. Anak buah pertama aku hasil p'kahwinan abang aku yg 1st. Comel bukan? (:

Macam aku gak mase kecik..kulit aku time tu kale ni la..serius...hehehe.. :p Name baby ni Nur Najiha bt Mohd Helmi. Bgus la baby gurl..sbb kalo baby boy kang aku pening nak jage kalo jnis yang nakal.. Kalo baik cam aku mase kecik2 tu bleh la dipertimbangkan.. SMile (:

aku yang bingung..

2008-07-16T09:19:00.030+08:00

Sila bace tajuk di atas betul2.. aku yang bingung.. bukanlah aku yang bengong @ aku yang bongong.. agak lame aku xupdate blog ni mungkin sebabnye aku ni jenis suke simpan sndr cerita2 idup aku..tp xpe. aku nak cube gak update blog ni kurang2 seminggu sekali (: kalo rajin la kan..ni tgh pakse diri jadi rajin la ni..ngee...
Dalam 2bulan baru tamat pengajian diploma ni aku rase cukup bosan bile da kembali ke rumah jauh dari pandangan bandar ni..

Yelah, walaupun rumah ni mmg dekat dgn pelbagai kedai2 tp aku still xbiase lg duk sini..adush. Maybe dah 2tahun aku da pindah pulai perdana, skudai ni..tp disebabkan aku suke duk kl time2 cuti bebanding balik umah sendiri sebelum2 ni, aku rase cam baru la lagi aku melepakkan diri kt sini. Jiran yang aku kenal pon sebelah rumah je la..aku kenal diorang pon disebabkan aku ni agak rajin menanam & menyiram pokok bunge halaman rumah aku ni, so ade la timing aku leh terjumpe ngan bebual same mereka ni. Belakang rumah aku lak ade peguam sikh bermustautin..tu pun aku tau dari mulut mak aku jer..xpnah aku teserempak ngan tuan rumah tersebut sampai skang..hehe..xpe. xpenting kot. :p

Dulu aku rajin jogging..skang ni sekali sebulan pon malas. sian taman perumahan aku ni sbb aku da xlg melibatkan diri dgn aktiviti sihat ni besama diorang..yelah. boring jogging sensorang ni..Aku jarang nampak awek kt tmn perumahan aku ni..sbb tu la kot aku jd boring.. huhuhuhu. Skang ni ape yang aku bingungkan ni hari2 aku bleh bangun pagi2 seawal jam 6.30pg..

Dulu time kt utm punye la liat nak bangun pegi kelas.. kalau diberi score tuk aku pegi kelas selama 3thn kt utm tu, aku rase dalam 2800/3000 jela kot aku dtg. huhuhu
kalo aku da lmbat bngun, aku rilek lg kalau lecturer yang mengajar kelas tu jenis yang rilek.. kalau yang jenis strict yang mengajar, memang aku xpegi la. save minyak kete. (:

Ape yang aku bingungkan jugak skang ni aku masih teringatkan 'dia'..
Dia yang aku maksudkan ni bukanlah bekas2 kekasih aku..tp adalah junior tempat aku belajar dulu..aku pun xtau apa yang spesel sgt minah ni tp dia la punca kegagalan aku utk ade awek smpai skang..smpai hari ni aku da tolak ramai org disebabkan hati aku ni dah hilang kene culik ngan dia. Kalau hari ni aku ckp aku nak lupekan die, sok pagi aku bangun aku da lupe da ape yang aku ckp smalam.. Kenapa aku xbersame ngan die ek? Die tu da punye kekasih hati..even akulah kawan lelaki yang paling rapat ngan die (perasan sendiri) So dats y aku lebih rela menSinglekan diri aku dari menyakiti hati2 mane pempuan..selagi aku xjumpe dgn sindarela yang boleh buatkan aku lupekan budak tu, mungkin selama tu jugak la aku ni hidup sensorang.
Pagi2 lagi member baik aku, din dah msg aku suh cek result MUET yang aku amek bulan May lepas. Hm..aku cukup bengang time writing examination, bhg B yang buat karangan berdasarkan tajuk yang diberi tu..summary aku rase senang jela..tp time wat karangan 250words tu, aku jadi blank. Tinggal lagi 10min nak abeh xm barulah aku terkial-kial tulis benda yang bukan2. Maybe tula punca aku dapat Band4 pagi ni..

Alhamdulillah..Syukurlah dengan ape yang aku dpt ni..tp aku rase aku boleh dapatkan yg lagi bgus kalau writing aku tu aku bwat betul2.. Skang aku da boleh mohon amek degree pulak. Disebabkan kau la wahai en.muet aku xdapat nak sambung wat degree at the moment. Syarat kene ade muet.. So maybe December intake ni aku nak cube mendaftarkan diri menjadik pelajar UiTM Shah Alam..aku rindukan kuala lumpur..
Di sanalah aku belajar jadi orang sebetulnya.. Bukanlah bmaksud aku jd orang xbetul time kat JB ni..heheh.. Aku skang ni ade problem dgn kesihatan diri yang complicated serta banyak menyusahkan aku & aku tpakse banyak luangkan mase kat rumah berehat..kalo kua pon pg men futsal,kedai jer kot.. Sekian cerita pjg lebar dari aku pepagi ni..

me & myself (:

if you could ever knew..

2008-07-07T16:02:00.023+08:00

mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
mengagumi tanpa di cintai
tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
dengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu

telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu
meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktuku
dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejab saja

Lagu : Cinta Dalam Hati by Ungu

dalam kenangan.. UTMkl 05-08.

2008-06-30T21:13:00.021+08:00

futsel fever aku..
section aku..
ff utm aku..
budak class aku..
lab asasi aku..
lab group aku..
kamu dan aku..
kawaq dan aku..
rakan-rakan dan aku..
dia dan aku..
dia dan aku..
mereka dan aku..

segala waktu kita bersama adalah waktu bahagiaku..
akan sentiasa didalam kenangan..
terima kasih semua (:

me & myself (:

Muse - I'm loving it

2008-06-29T12:05:00.019+08:00

oh I love it when I heard a muse song for the first time, back then when I was 17teen(probably) I don't know what to expect and its just so great! The first time I heard the groove...sing for absolution, falling away with you, endlessly, blackout comes from the first album that I bought - Absolution. I then let a few close friends listen to it and they felt the same way I did. (: MUSE already released three album Showbiz(1999), Origin of Symmetry(2001), Hullabaloo(2002) before I noticed this band later..
BLISS by muse - music that inspired me through to use that name until now..it can be described as 'perfect happiness' or 'perfect joy'..
even I know that my life isn't that 'perfect' right away..
but I do enjoy being myself ! (:

Intro - MUSE ?
Formed in 1996 in a sea-side Devonshire town, they have risen to become one of Britain's biggest and most respected Rock bands. Members are :
Matthew Bellamy (guitar, piano, vocals and writing)
Chris Wolstenholme (bass, backing vocals)
Dominic Howard (drums)
I adore Matt Bellamy so much you know! Every single instruments that he play would turn me on..! Hm..But still fresh in my memory that I missed to watch them perform live at Stadium Negara,KL last year..for a reasonable reason.. sob3..

me & myself (:

Welcome Peeps!

2008-06-28T18:10:00.025+08:00

Many thanks to miss cokelat (sheerna), the one who'd introduced to me about the blog (: even I'm not too familiar with this,but I do think that it's enjoyable to write down about life & everything with blogging..we know that certain parts are confidential but several things can be exposed. Also, I created this blog just wanna have fun to be a blogger perhaps to share about musics,life,lessons,news with people around..lessons in sharing will allow we to grow up with a positive world view. peace \/

me & myself (: